God Has Nothing To Do With This Leave Him Out Of It (2020) began as a candid processing of her experiences in her adult life in realtime, while her sequential record I LIE HERE BURIED WITH MY RINGS AND MY DRESSES (2021) was a reflection on her adolescent and early adulthood years.
HIS HAPPINESS SHALL COME FIRST EVEN THOUGH WE ARE SUFFERING (2022) delves into environmental influences during her youth and times pre-dating her existence, concluding this therapeutic practice with a return to the here and now with a stronger sense of self than when she began this therapeutic and cathartic trilogy.
In her self-released album I LIE HERE BURIED WITH MY RINGS AND MY DRESSES , Backxwash serves harrowing raps over industrial horrorcore beats. This audio-visual landscape of pain and despair features Backxwash as an empress of chaos on a path of self-destruction. I LIE HERE BURIED is the second album in a trilogy. Whereas her previous album God Has Nothing To Do With This Leave Him Out Of It was a study in mercy, in I LIE HERE BURIED Backxwash finds solace in being consumed by her malevolent behaviours.