So I know that I sometimes hit prs and some people think I hit them all the time. Well I don’t. There are times I miss and I just don’t really put it out there for everyone to see. I also sometimes eat the right things and say the right things, etc. but other times I don’t. Sometimes I feel like I’m still a growing teenager. This whole weightlifting obsession taking over my life is really changing me. I’m no longer a rugby player, no longer a single girl, and I’m no longer a city dweller.
Life is so different now. I’m about to get married – not about to but in like 8 months I will. And that’s a stressor in its own right. But then work has moved and changed a ton lately so now work life is weird and different. Then on top of that I’ve discovered another “not a normal” sport after retiring from rugby and I absolutely love it. I’ve found some friends that I consider family, people who stop what they are doing to watch me take a heavy lift and cheer me on and for whom I’d do the same. It’s truly
And then me. We’ll last cycle was rough on me. I got a giant front squat pr which pretty much killed me the rest of the cycle bc I was always so tired. I squeezed out a kilo in the snatch but I didn’t make a c&j pr. It was hard to take because I knew I could do it I just couldn’t execute due to my constant tiredness. I had to change something this cycle.